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Holy shit, an earthquake!

Aug. 16th, 2007 | 02:34 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: worried worried
Bubble-ground music: Music from 'The Mission' movie soundtrack - On Earth as it is in Heaven

I was planning to post about my busy month. I've been pretty busy since I last posted, part because of my job, part because of things I had to do after I got my Lic. Basically, I've been going on around to discos, movies and all those things I couldn't do while I was studying in the first half of the year. However, this will not be it.

I'm worried for my country. I'm pretty worried after the big earthquake that hit the Central-South coast of Peru. Lima (my city) was mildly hit, just some old buildings collapsed or received structural damage, and almost no human casualties (aside three people who died from heart attack due to shock). The most damaged city had been Ica, a city south of Lima, in which there had been many collapsing buildings and several people hurt or dead.

There are around 380 casualties and more than 1300 people hurt. A church collapsed; many buildings, a couple hotels. There are a lot of people who have lost their homes and all of their belongings. We need help.

I'm typing this and there are still replicas of the earthquake. My friends and family are ok. I'm ok. But there are many Peruvians who aren't.

Sorry if I'm not too much around. I'll be updating my status here (sorry, Spanish only).


~ Daniel

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Three months ago...

Jul. 16th, 2007 | 02:05 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: cheerful cheerful
Bubble-ground music: Enya - Book of Days

...I said I was back in full force, after putting some order in my thoughts. Since then, I disappeared again.

Yes, I said I was going to be here more often. But first of all, I said I needed my space, I had to finish some things that had been waiting in my queue for long. And that's exactly what I had been doing in that time.

I've closed some relationships that didn't deserve to go further. I stopped trying to chase some friends whose path were driving them away from me. I got my Economy Licenciature, something I don't truly need, but it was a goal I was pursuing and, at last, it is mine. I have found the strenght to quit smoking. I've planned my road for the next months, and that includes a space for me, at last. A space in the full meaning of the word, which means I'm planning to move to a place of my own.

There are a lot of plans for my life. I'm back at searching for good M.Sc. and Ph.D.'s which could interest me, for grants and scholarships that could receive me. Maybe for next year, maybe for the year after that, but I want to define that before I turn 30 (which would be in August 2008). I want to define my situation with my current couple. Where are we heading to? Living together? Marriage? Who knows. I'm having a great time with her but, as we approach our first year as a couple, I'd like to know what does she think and, though I'm not asking her to marry me right now, I'd like to know if she could see that happening in the future, if things still go well for us.

Well, that's all. I'm recharged, reloaded and ready to come back.

See you around!!!


~  Daniel

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After a well-deserved trip...

Apr. 16th, 2007 | 02:51 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: content content
Bubble-ground music: Mar de Copas - Momentos de tí

...I'm back in full force. As I said before, I was way too busy closing things because I was going to take a week off work in order to visit a wonderful city located in the Peruvian Jungle, Iquitos. I had a great time there, I have to say, but the most important thing is that I not only got a time to relax, but a time to think. A time to think in me and in my future.

I've reached some conclusions after this all. First of all, I need my space. In every sense. I don't find a point anymore trying to fill my agenda with social gatherings, meetings with friends, nights out, etc. There are a lot of things I want to say and do and, as much as I enjoy hanging out with friends and meeting people, those nights take time out of the long list of things I want to do. Specially I've noticed I sometimes try to keep in touch with people whose paths have walked out of my own. It's time to close some stories and to let the past to rest.

I want to focus on myself and what I want to do. Yes, that involves caring for the Capadocious Clan, for those who play Vampires! Now that I'm the leader, I will have to carry on with the torch Capadocious lit a long time ago. I know it will be a hard task but we are like the Fenix, and it's not the first time we reborn from our ashes. I will have to take care of that.

Also, I want to focus a bit more on my writings and my poetry. I've been playing with the idea of publishing a poem book for so long. It's time for me to move towards that goal.

I've reached some decisions about my job, my plans for the future, my own health and such. I don't want to get you all bored, but I've been in a constant process of change since two years ago, since many events happened to me and moved my cozy little base. Now it's time to finish that process, to place the cherry on the top, if I should say.

The path before me is difficult. I know. They say it's always darker before sunrise.

Well... I want to meet the sun.


~ Daniel

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Kinda looong update...

Mar. 26th, 2007 | 02:06 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: content content
Bubble-ground music: Sarah Brightman - The Journey Home

If I have almost dissapeared from this place in the last month, you can blame my job, RL and, at least! a good couple of weeks off job in which I barely did anything on Internet.

---- This was posted on Feb. 26th. The following was written on Mar. 26th... yes, a month later ----


All right, it's time to come back from hiding. The last months have been a rollercoaster for me in many, many fronts, although basically my job and a course I've started on March are the main ones to blame.

My job )



Other that those, I've been fine. Family's doing pretty fine, I've met with some friends I hadn't seen in ages and so far, I'm slowly getting back to the clan (I never left the Capadocious Clan, but there were some times in which I was too busy to be too involved). I hope to get back to activity in the following weeks... there might be some news ahead!

BTW... Vacations coming... and this time, I'm going on a trip to Iquitos (an jungle city on Peru)! I'm excited!

How have you been? Say holla! if you can!

~ Daniel

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Aaaaaaall right!!!! (update)

Jan. 31st, 2007 | 12:44 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: relaxed relaxed
Bubble-ground music: Mar de Copas - Momentos de tí

After a couple weeks in job hell, I'm back!

job hell )

Back from job hell, there's not much to say about my life. Job almost took all of my time.

My parents celebrated their 34th anniversary last 16th; my niece, Valentina, turned 1 last 24th, and she was christened last Saturday. Party in the family!!!

After three weeks, at last I got a weekend perfect for a beach day. This Sunday (and last one, too) I went to get a little tan and a good swim. Went to see a musical play, a concert and also was able to have some drinks with a friend. I hadn't been able to go for drinks since the year started! Thanks God that project is already over, at least the worst part.

Well, so now I have a summer ready to be enjoyed. I have a lot of projects I haven't done yet because of job hell, but now I'm going to go over them and see what should I do first. Of course, beach days and night parties at the beach are at the top of my to-do list. This week will be well spent hanging up with friends, going to a couple concerts and also signing myself for a course in my university in order to get -once and for all- the career title (in Peru there are two things a university gives an undergraduate when they finish: the degree and the title, where the degree is automatic but the title requires a degree paper or an actualization course).

Hope to have better news to share next time. At least, for now... I feeeeel goooooooood..... 

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Happy 2007!!!

Jan. 9th, 2007 | 08:06 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: hyper hyper
Bubble-ground music: Queen - We are the champions

Happy 2007!!! Other than some issues at the office, which had been already taken care of, these last weeks had been wonderful! Met great friends, had a wonderful New Year Party at the beach with some of them, went to the beach to get a little tan, slept till late, got to catch up with many messages I wanted to write and post and stuff... I've not only felt creative, but full of energy, I'm eager to get into some projects, eager to write more...  For those of you who didn't know, I have more than this journal and my Vampire blog, I look inside myself and see my heart is black. I also manage a weekly journal, a poetry blog, a personal Space & blog and a personal column-like blog, hosted at my University servers, all of them in Spanish. Some of them are updated more often than others, but I try to keep all of them not that forgotten, and in this late days I've been writing a lot.

Anyways, I'm feeling cheerful, filled with energy, and I plan to develop some new plans, projects and goals for me this year. One of them is regaining my activity levels in the game and in my clan. Others are related to my poetry writings, a couple courses I want to follow, maybe one trip and filling my applications. Ah, and maybe a business. Who knows? I want to do a LOT.

Hope you have had a great year start, too!!! See you around!

 

~ Daniel

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Holiday parties a-head!

Dec. 21st, 2006 | 03:20 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: creative creative
Bubble-ground music: Guns 'N' Roses - Patience (bossa version by Sixth Finger)

Happy holidays and everything else!!! Here I am, writing this from my job, which is pretty much quieter and relaxed since my boss took a couple weeks off. Maybe he was stressing me a bit too much, but since he's gone, I've been able to finish three reports I had to hand him but hadn't done yet. Now I'm ready to tackle a big project and I'm feeling pretty much inspired. Coincidence? I don't know, but I will have to use this creative energy while it's here, won't I?

Anyway, these days I've been also jumping from celebration to celebration. Graduations, my corporate End of Year party (check pic), holiday breakfasts and dinners, social gatherings... these days seem to be filled with appointments and different kinds of meetings with friends. Maybe that's why I like these days so much: you get to catch up with people you didn't see a lot.

I'm feeling great. I'm feeling creative, positive, full of energy, ready to do something and to launch myself to the universe. I have noticed that. Lately, most of my poems and poetic prose speak about the Path, that path that leads to the unknown, that one which we have to follow in order to find ourselves. I've been parked to the side, letting life take me wherever it wanted, for almost a couple years; now it's the time, I think, to take the steering wheel back into my own hands and head my ship wherever I want it to go.

The same applies to the game, I think. This year I have fallen into a boredom which led me to inactivity, but lately I have discovered a reason to come back. Well, I haven't fully come back yet, but I will. This is my time, and it means that 2007 will be a Bubble-filled year... MWAHAHAHAHA...!!!

Thanks for having been to my side when I have been down, guys. Thanks for being here and I hope to tell you more great news as they develop.

And I hope this season will be as great for you as it is being (at least, till now) for me.


~ Daniel

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Cutesy attack!!!

Dec. 13th, 2006 | 05:28 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: mischievous mischievous
Bubble-ground music: Joe Cocker - You can leave your hat on


Do you see that little devil teddy bear who now features in my bed? Well, it came this weekend, like a great summary to what my weekend was.

Remember I was feeling down? Well, that's over. My weekend was cute, was fiery red. It had mischievous moments, even a bit devilish , it had blue moments, a bit of rest, a lot of friends around me. That was the greatest thing: many friends around, even some I didn't think I was going to see them that soon.

This weekend just ROCKED!!!

Now... Daniel Reloaded is approaching...!!!


~ Daniel

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Changes

Dec. 5th, 2006 | 03:03 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: melancholy melancholy
Bubble-ground music: Roxette - Fading like a flower (Every time you leave)



This has not been a good week for me.

First of all, I got a cold. A strong one. So strong that it's making me feel pretty ill, and it made me feel down the whole weekend.

That was the second problem.

Feeling down made me not go to some friends' meetings. I lost the chance to talk with a friend I don't see since September because she now lives in another city. I lost the chance to do more than staying at home and read or write.

Or think. Then the third issue arised.

I recalled people I don't see anymore or I have lost contact with. Three faces popped up to my mind.

One of them, an old girlfriend from years afar, whom which I had this 10-year-long history. The second one, a girl who made my life to shine in the last years, only to become more and more a stranger in the current times. The third one, a nice girl and even nicer vampiress which had become more inactive, one who could talk to me for hours by MSN or just by email, and now it's more like a couple lines every now and then.

For the first one, I'm writing a post in my Spanish blog. For the second one, I have written an email. For the third one, I RP-ed an story in my vampire blog.

And writing those texts made me sad.

If it wasn't for my job, which had become more interesting with the new Manager, I would have been very depressed.

Definitely, it had not been a good week at all.

There are times in which I feel like an old, abandoned beer mug in a table with no people, no cigarettes, no bottles, no other thing than the half-filled mug pleading for someone to pick it up.


~ Daniel

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It's good to be back

Nov. 29th, 2006 | 03:58 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: busy busy
Bubble-ground music: Pedro Guerra - Ofrenda

Ahhh... it's good to be back.

Back to work, back to my projects, some of which had been sleeping for long... back with this energy that bursts out of me and makes me do tons of things in a matter of minutes... back from my apathy.

Back into the game, too... back into the COVE, now that the problems have been solved and things are peaceful again... back in the clan, back with my opinionated way to be. Back with projects for my House and my clan, too.

And myself? Yes, busy as ever, but now with a valid reason. Literature contests, blogs, a couple of trips, a visit... Scheduling some meetings with friends, being handled some very interesting projects at work.

Ahhh... it's so good to be back, to be myself, just me again, not a ghost, not a stone... again myself, again ready for anything and everything that life has in store for me.


~ Daniel

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General update

Nov. 21st, 2006 | 01:51 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: contemplative contemplative
Bubble-ground music: The Sacados - No voy a tardar



I know I haven’t been posting lately here. I’ve been pretty busy with myself, work, work, work, managing my schedule in order to work some stuff out, planning my next steps down the road… I’ve been a general planning of myself, finding things I didn’t like, finding things I had to fix ASAP. And I’ve been doing that.

As a result, I’ve been away from the Vampires! game, save for a verbal fight with Lady Toth. I won’t enter in details here, but it seems the COVE has become very biased and has broken its own RP-neutrality code. I don’t have a problem with more clans or more parties entering into city politics, but I didn’t like to find out that things done IC (attacks on some vampires, retaliation against some insults) could be turned into a forum-issue and focused like that, as if the clan I am a part of had something against the COVE. In the end it turned being like that, but because COVE owners started taking things personally, as if we were attacking them, and started being mean and attacking us. I know, at the end there were some acts that I really disapprove and I’m ashamed of, but that doesn’t take the main point away: COVE turned something that had NOTHING to do with them into a COVE issue and that, in turn, took us to the point we are now. I’m sorry for that, but if they are not longer neutral, I don’t want anything to do with them. That’s why I like FTA the most and have defended it in most disagreements that had been in its halls.

Anyways… as for me, I’m fine. I’m jumping from on-site inspection to on-site inspection. This is the third week in a row that I’m away from my desk, checking files, browsing through interest calculations and financial statements, meeting with bank officers and arguing about their disclosure policies and, in the meantime, learning a lot from other colleagues and breaking the usual routine. It’s really fun to be there, you know?

I’ve been re-discovering some projects I had, too. Writing, for example. I have been informed of two literature contests, a poetry one and a short story one, and I have signed in both. Now I’m preparing what it could be my entry there. I have time, thanks God, but I don’t want to do it at the last minute. Also, now it’s time to start checking for master and doctorate programs and applying for scholarships and stuff. I have found some interesting ones but they were closed at the time I checked. Now they should be opening, last week of November or first week of December. Time to check…

There are some other things, but I’m still ordering my thoughts. Stay tuned!

Anyway, about me and the game… I will try to re-activate my house but, if I fail, I’ll give the leadership to someone else. The city is getting very boring with my old friends gone and I don’t want to stay like a ghost in a place that is more a bunch of memories than a project to me. Yes, that also includes my current partner, which I think had decided to leave it for good too.

It’s time for more real-life stuff, I think. Probably I will start doing some trips around my city and my country. Check this pic of the Cathedral of Lima at night. Isn’t it beautiful?

It was taken at one o’clock in the morning, last Friday, after having like three bottles of red wine and a very nice Italian dinner with some friends. That’s life, the rest is just a tale!!!!


~ Daniel

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This... is... ENOUGH!

Nov. 2nd, 2006 | 01:51 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: infuriated infuriated
Bubble-ground music: Offspring - Come out and play

I've had it! i don't know what's Life doing with me, but I had just reached my no-reaction limit! After having felt so bad because a sudden turn in the projects my area was taking and which of those were being assigned to me (either alone or as part of a team), I stayed till late at job and waited till my boss and me stayed alone. Once no one but us were around, I went to his office and told him a couple of things about how do I see our work and my feelings about it. At first he was impressed but then he said he thought more or less the same things and he would try to change the course of our area in the current events. He was impressed with the projects I'm handling, was interested in a couple of propositions I made to him and requested me to finish a particularly awful project I'm handling, so we could kick that out of us and forget it.

Nonetheless, I'm going to start looking for interesting jobs and/or postgraduate courses I want to take and, if some of those are available, I'm leaving.

Anyway, when I left the office, I was going home, thinking about what to do that night... when some really inept driver decided, after turning to the left in a crossroad, she wanted to go straight, so she passed the car that was in front of me (in order to pass before it and reach the other road), which forced that other car to stop in a second and do a maneuver to avoid her... which caused me to crash against this second car's back defenses.

DAMN! The other driver, thanks God, was a friend from my Master program, so we could deal with the problem (while cursing against that old lady) in a friendly manner. Anyway, I will have to take my car to the garage in order to repair its front light and the engine cover. *sobs*

I don't know but... one more of these things... and I'm going to.....

*evil glare*


~ Daniel



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Culprit found!!!

Oct. 26th, 2006 | 11:22 am
Mood-meter in the Bubble: exhausted but happy exhausted but happy
Bubble-ground music: Anything that can wake me up




This one is the culprit!!! Because of it, I was forced and kept prisoner of my laptop, tied, hooked, almost glued to it till 4:00am yesterday... which caused sub-par productivity, general slowness, melancholy mood and forced me to visit my bed at 9pm and sleep till 7:40am today.

*stretches* Doing nothing feels soooooo goooood....

*runs for a cup of coffee*


~ Daniel
NES and SNES player addict, in his younger years.

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Message from the stars...

Oct. 23rd, 2006 | 03:09 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: flirty flirty
Bubble-ground music: Joe Cocker - You can leave your hat on

I got this in my horoscope today:

October 23, 2006
Mars, the planet of action, enters Scorpio this morning. Scorpio is the zodiac sign of intense feeling. When action and emotion are united like this, romance becomes overwhelmed with passion. Nothing is casual. Will you enjoy this transformation?

Ehmmm... I SO like this one!!! Hehehehe... Maybe that's why... *covers mouth and starts giggling*

I will only say... I had a great week start this time...


~ Daniel

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Job update!

Oct. 20th, 2006 | 07:08 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: happy happy
Bubble-ground music: Rabanes - Perfidia

My boss just gave me two interesting projects today! One of them is analyzing the business plan of a company who wants to issue credit cards; the other, replying to some comments made by banks related to a particular fee they are trying to charge their clients but we don't want them to. Our legal department also answered us, telling that they cannot charge that fee based on the explanation they are giving us, because they are not actually providing a service to their clients.

Yes... this is going to be a great day. Perhaps, because of that, Mr. Sun decided to show up today?

WOOOOOOOT!!!! *jumps up and down all around the place*


~ Daniel

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New projects

Oct. 17th, 2006 | 07:32 am
Mood-meter in the Bubble: creative creative
Bubble-ground music: Vangelis - End titles from 'Blade Runner'

I'm going to start a new blog (in Spanish) and also I'm going to start posting a bit more in my other blogs. I want to recover my speed at writing columns, not only personal, but something more... opinion-like columns. My new blog is already up and running, but it still lacks material, so I'm going to see if I can figure something good for posting there now.

Also, I'm thinking about start using this account not only as a journal, but also as a column too. Sometimes, there are things I would like to write about, but they are not appropiate for my 360º account and I don't have another blog in English. So well... this will be. What do you think?

Guess I'm a bit with extra-time, right? WRONG! I don't have too much free time but, other than start dating someone who has brought many smiles to my face recently, there is not too much interesting going on in my life. Well, yes, the journalist writing style course, but it will end soon. In fact, from that course is where I got the idea for the new blog I talked at the beginning of this. I'm already looking for graduate courses to apply to, but I need to do something in the meantime. Write, write, write... that's what keeps me alive.

Things at work aren't going that much great... not only there is this stuff I don't like too much, but now there will be an organizational change: my area is being split in two, and my area manager is going with the other half of the area, so that means we will have a new boss since November. Things at home are fine, thanks God Dad is doing all right, just he needs to recover a bit of his left leg's movement, but I really hope he will be walking again soon.

Let's see how I'll do this week and then I'll be back to tell you, ok?

Have fun & take care!!! (yes, you can do both at the same time!)

 

~ Daniel

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Small cryptic update

Oct. 13th, 2006 | 04:34 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: relieved relieved
Bubble-ground music: Culture Club - Karma Chamaleon

From now on, things are going to change.
But some things will never be forgotten.
Just wait.


And yes, you know what am I talking about.

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About the future

Oct. 10th, 2006 | 02:52 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: contemplative contemplative
Bubble-ground music: Vivaldi - Largo (Four Seasons - Winter)

I've been lately thinking about my position in my life, among my friends and regarding to the future. Yes, that includes the City, too.  I've been thinking about my plans for the future, my studies and about what is holding me from fulfilling them.

First of all, I've been thinking about my Dad. I know it can be a bit selfish, but after the treatment he received in June, doctors say he would be probably protected for like 3 or 4 years. I guess this is the best time to restart my search for an interesting Master or Ph.D. degree abroad. I mean... if my Dad is more likely to stay healthy (well... you know what I mean) during the next three or four years... why to wait more? If this is the best time to work on that... well... I'll start to look for applications for next September.

Another thing that doesn't fully make me happy is my own attitude towards my job. I understand it's something I don't fully like, but if this is what I'm doing, if this is what is paying my bills, I'd do good if I at least put a bit more of me in it, isn't it? Trying to do my best? Yes, I know, this does not motivate me, but it's something having to do with self-esteem. I need to feel I'm really working, not only going to work, if I make myself clear. Maybe that will also help me finish some things sooner, which wouild leave me more time to do stuff I like, like going out, writing everything I want to write, organizing a couple research topics I'm thinking about... There's a lot of stuff I want to do but I never get myself to organize my time, so I end up losing it badly. This is something I have to cut now.

Regarding the City and RPing... I don't know. I have lost my interest in most RPing. It has to do with lack of time to write, so I cannot follow complicated threads. I will give it another try but, if I don't see it's working, I'm gonna just stop working at making a team and start writing myself, whenever I can, whatever I want. That also includes clan work... Lately my clan had become too deattached from one another. I won't get into it here, but if clan relationships don't get better, I guess I will have some decisions to take regarding it.

Guess that's the latest things I've been having in my mind. I have also been thinking about someone who is not close to me but... I will rather talk to her about that.


~ Daniel

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Job issues

Oct. 5th, 2006 | 12:10 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: busy busy
Bubble-ground music: Queen - We are the champions

Nope, it's not that I'm having issues AT job. It would be more appropiate to say I'm having issues WITH it.

I don't know. I'm not too convinced with what I do there. I know I have come with new and interesting ideas that my boss love and my dpt. manager (my boss' boss) wants to develop for next year and introduce them as one of the greatest goals of the Superintendency related to our consumer info. & disclosure policies. I know I can develop more things here, when thinking in the stars and poetry and stuff, suddenly I come up with a new project that can be implemented. It's not that I think I'm doing nothing here.

It's more like I don't feel motivated to do it.

It's more like the projects I'm doing are not the ones I would love and kill to do, but something it's a piece of cake for me but reaaaaally complicated for others just to think about it. Storage systems and procedures, financial calculators, credit simulation, portfolios and stuff. I can do them in a breeze, I can find the tricks hidden in the deepest of the most obscure credit contracts and interests' calculation metodologies.

But... is that what I want to do?

I think about it over and over... and I guess the answer is a plain 'no'.

Anyway, there's a project I don't want to work on, but I have had it on the freezer for too much time. Time to take that away my 'stand-by' tray, and find more interesting things to do.

I guess if things keep going this way... it will be time to find another job too.


~ Daniel

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To Leave Or Not To Leave?

Oct. 2nd, 2006 | 06:27 pm
Mood-meter in the Bubble: melancholy melancholy
Bubble-ground music: Cranberries - Ode to my family

Lately, I've been asking me this question. Leave? Stay? Many of the ones I knew in the old days had left the City. Starting with Robert (Capadocious) himself, following with many friends that had become even more and more inactive. Many of the guys at my Capadocian House had become inactive too, and those were the closest ones to me. Even Thalia and Andrea (Thalialeu, my daughter, and morganna, my wife) had stopped posting as much as before, and my character feels kinda lonely in the clan. Lots of good friends had left the clan or the game and those who stay don't know, don't understand the great past and structure of the clan, so I'm feeling more and more lost in a place I used to have fun.

Of course, I can always leave the clan and become a loner, and free to join other boards and RP threads, but some sense of loyalty to Robert and our friendship over the game has stopped me from doing so. Nonetheless, if some things that are happening inside keep growing, I guess I would have to take my leave. It's just a matter of time.

As for me, I'm pretty fine. Sadly, Gianni first said she was ok with being friends, then told me she wanted to tell me something but it had no point so she wouldn't tell me, then she told me... she wanted to give it another try. I told her I'm already going out with someone else and she freaks out and tells me she doesn't want to see me again. I know, I should have expected that, but I guess I thought that, after so many I'm just offering friendship to you messages, she would have understood. Anyways, I don't want to hang out with people who first say something, then say the opposite, then tell you they made a mistake, then start all over again. Enough drama for me.

I'm pretty happy with Romy at this point of the time, though we have only... what, two weeks? going out, I guess we have something interesting going on. Let's see what happens next, but for now, we're taking things calmed, talking about stuff, getting to know us better, stuff you should do with your partner, I guess. And I'm having fun in the process, which is a definite plus.

Anyway, guess those are all the important news for now... job life was the same last week, just a bit more filled with meetings and projects but, other than that, nothing important. Guess that's not that bad, huh? At least, the extra-time allowed me to go to the movies and hang out with other friends, too. I have some things to write about... have to make some space for that this week.

See you!


~ Daniel

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